oh well.. another boring day today... walang masyadong magawa...
by the way,, our periodic exams will be on november 8,9, and 10... that will be next week.. so i have to review my lessons again... tapos tatamarin na naman ako... that is my weakness.. being lazy is a part of me and it really makes me sick... trust me..
haayy.. kahit naman anong gawin ko,, hindi rin ako makakapag-review... pano kasi,, so many obstacles in my mind... halimbawa na lang... mga kanta... o kaya magugutom ako... tapos aantukin na ako... o, san ka pa?
hmmm... ang aga kong nagising kanina... 6:59 am... uu,, maaga na yan sakin... hehe... pano kasi,, ang init sa bahay... tas ang liwanag pa... hehe.. aion.. so, xempre.. i ate my breakfast,, brushed my teeth.. watched tv.. took a bath... ate again.. brushed my teeth again.... tas watched tv again...
aian... daily routine ko sa bahay...
anyways... at 11:30 am,, umalis na ako sa bahay... i went to las piñas,, my mother accompanied me... practice kami... banda... kakaasar nga eh... my brother and i had a deal... i asked him if he could send me to las piñas instead of my mom.. kasi nga mas ideal un.. kasi sayang nga naman sa transportation expenses,, eh samantalang he has a car... and last night, he already agreed.. so, i depended on him... eh takti kanina... when i woke up, he's still sleeping.. tas nung malapit na akong umalis,, i reminded him of our conversation last night.. he said "uu, sige".. so aion... naniwala naman ako sa kanya... pero medyo pansin ko na parang ayaw niya... so nung paalis na talaga ako,, i asked him,, "oi, ihahatid mo pa ba ako?"
guess what?
he said "hindi na..."
waaa... shockenings? yeah.... shock talaga ako... grabe,, wala siyang isang salita... he already promised me that he will be the one who will accompany me to las piñas, tas biglang uurong siya? grabe,, sana he told me "no" in the first place... at least hindi na ako umasa...
pero hindi naman talaga ako umaasa eh... i was just testing him... kasi marami na siyang cases.. hehe.. don't wanna talk about it...
anyways,, kahit pa alam ko na hihindi siya,, medyo nainis din ako... basta... sino ba naman kasi ang hindi maiinis?
chuva..
so un, i ended up going to sm southmall with my mom... and i got there on time naman,, so walang problema.. pero dun din kami naghiwalay ng mama ko... so, umuwi ako mag-isa.. hehe..
walang kwenta
aion... one hour kami sa studio... masaya naman kahit pano.. ang gagaling ng mga ka-banda ko... sina luis, ralph, jarold, tsaka si celiz... ako lang palpak... kakainis...
aion... mga anong oras na rin ako nakauwi... mga 5... nag-aLva pa kasi ako...
haayyy... kakapagod... pagod ako nung dumating sa bahay... pero ok lang.. may bananacue naman eh.. hehe... wow.. at least i have a food to eat whenever i come home.. and even with that simple idea, i am grateful and very thankful... kahit kami ay isang dukha,, at least we still receive blessings from God..
anyways...
aion.. pangit na ang buhay after kong umuwi sa bahay.. may dumating kasi eh... nakakaasar... gaya nga ng sinabi ng mahal kong ate,, she is nothing but a gold digger... i thought, no, WE thought that she is an angel,, with all the humble chuva she is showing us... but we were wrong... "don't judge a book by its cover" - true indeed,, for not what is seen outside is the same on the inside.. with what she has done to us, my respect for her clearly vanished.. she is nothing but a mere nobody for me now.. marami talagang namamatay sa maling akala... sorry for the harsh words, but i just can't help myself... in fact, these harsh words are not enough to describe her.. ano? kung nababasa mo man to,, walang pakialamanan.. ano.. natatamaan ka? huh... sige... wala akong pakialam...
enough with the bad mode..
inggit mode naman...
waaaa... nag-dance maniax sila pH kanina... pero with what i have heard, tatlo lang silang pumunta... si pH, si cM, and si niño... pero kahit na,,, enjoy pa rin un, diba? di bale,, gaya nga ng sinabi ni pH,, may next "session" pa.. naks.. sosyal...
hmmm.. aion... so,, here i am again,, at this time,, in front of the monitor in a computer shop writing in this ugly blog... ehehe.. it's already 9:30 pm and my mother will kill me if i will not come home early.. di bale na... mas ok na to... kaysa naman magsabi pa ako ng kung anu-ano dahil nga sa dumating kanina...
basta.. bahala na...
kain na lang ako.. hehe....
katakawan... that's bad... hehe.. :D
"ingat ka.. tanga ka pa naman..."
- MY LIFE STORY -
ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..
i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..
for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..
please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..
and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)
this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD
.lab ku.
tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow
.yak.
cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody
