its already 1:08 in the morning of March 12, 2005 and i'm still awake...
anyway, these past few days are quite the usual...
haay...three weeks to go and its already our summer vacation...honestly, i feel half-glad and half-sad about it...i am happy for i will never see our uhh, you know who i mean, for the rest of my life! well, not actually for the rest of my life, for i will still obviously see her next year, but anyway...what i mean is different...
sad?
yeah, i really do...and i guess i always will...
MENDEL
let me tell you something about our section...but before that, let's start with the end of the school year days of urey...
when we already got our cards, of course we already knew what our sections would be. it so happens that "Mendel" was the section indicated on my card...at first, i didn't care...who cares anyway? i wasn't so close to urey and i thought that it will be the same to mendel... but later on, i heard rumors that my soon-to-be section is full of war-freak people... particularly nica and maritoni..nica is alright with me, she has been my friend since second year but i was really worried with maritoni.. i heard that she is a strong-willed and bold person...if she doesn't like you, they say that she will really bully you or something...
and that is when i started to wish that mendel people would be the descendant of the supposedly watson people last school year.. yeah..i was really complaining that time...i really didn't want to be a part of mendel.. not that i was scared or something..but i was worried that our class will always be seen in the guidance office or something...
luckily, what i prayed to happen didn't come true..
mendel IS the best section i have been into in my highschool life...without mendel, there would be no Basa Dance Troupe..without mendel, there would never be new, true, cool friends for me..without mendel, i will never learn how to voice myself and stay in my shell for my whole life...without mendel, i will never learn how to mingle with other people cooly again...mendel gave me the opportunity to show the people that i really care for my friends..it helped me in my social life...mendel gave me the opportunity to share my talents to more people through singing..mendel gave me the confidence i need to show people that i have something to be proud of..mendel gave me the true friends who served as my inspiration...mendel is the section wherein i spent most of my money for fun, again..mendel gave me the opportunity to experience new, exotic things in life with friends that i could consider true..like ung ice skating, biking, dance revo, dance maniax, para para..although may mga panira minsan... n_n, ayos lang...hindi naman pwedeng perfect diba? ang lahat ng bagay ay may kaakibat na mga panira...para may thrill..mendel is almost perfect...i really wish that there will be no shuffling of students for the next school year...i will really miss my classmates..all of them...kahit ung mga panira...
[honestly, i am almost crying now...no exaggeration..]
maybe you would say that every year, ganito naman lagi ung mga sinasabi natin...we're always crying at the end of the school year...we will miss each other...iyakan..blah blah...that is true..hindi naman maiiwasan un eh...but all i can say is that MENDEL IS DIFFERENT... i experienced new things in life during my days as a junior... before, when we talk about gimmicks, we always think of going to movies, or plainly eating outside...but mendel is different..we go skating, we go to quantum, we eat, we laugh, we cry, we celebrate birthdays, we celebrate monthsaries of friendship, we do projects, we share talents, we share notes, we review together, we watch movies, we play dota,we go to star city, we sing together, we dance together,and we even go to church together....its nice, isn't it? of course sometimes there are misunderstandings, but those are solved immediately... i will really treasure the moments i had and the remaining days that i will have with mendel...i will treasure all the fun moments...the sabayang pagbigkas, the field demo, the free times, the vacant periods, the kainan, the tawanan, the iyakan, the heart-to-heart talks, the saying of secrets, the advises, the teachness..hehe..the pautangs, the libres, the asaran, the kulitan, the sayawan, the gimikan, the hiraman ng sapatos [go nica! :D], the kwentuhan, the uniteness..hehe ulit.. ;p, the lakaran, the shock absorberness..the kalokohans, the prangkahan, ung mga trip, the practices, the tampuhan, mga corny jokes ni luis, mga astig na chants ni philippe, mga banat ni chad, ang kayabangan ni nino, hehe, ang talino ni erol, ang galing ni leo, ang kaastigan ni mikhail, ang kagalingan ni nica, ang katapangan ni maritoni, ang pagiging caveman ni caveman...hehe..ni cm pala..ang pagiging slow ni kim, ang mga favorite na kanta ng beatles ni raphael, ang self proclaimed na kakyutan ni ac, ang adik sa music na si emerson, ang kayabangan din ni jude..hehe, ang mga pinaburn kong cd kai jenine, ang pautang ni aby, ang pangongolekta ng piso ni bea, ang pagpapahiram ng pamaypay ni timothy, ang kasingkitan ni marijyke, ang kulit ni rachelle, ang tawa ni margaux, ang kasipagan ni aia sa pagsulat..hehe, go secretary!, ang mga reklamo ni charieaza, ang sungit ni yani...haha, ang pagiging career mode ni anna sa soxal, ang kakyutan ni sam na hindi self proclaimed gaya ni ac, ang mga piyok ni mel sa harap ng klase, ang angas ni em, ang kabangagan ni mike, ang ganda ni janica, ang hindi ko close na si cristina, ang masipag magwalis na si alyssa, ang klasmeyt ko rin nung elementary, si pute..ay hindi, si angelie pala... ;p, ang masarap barahin na si kalen, ang ka-ot-han ni et, at ang tatakbo ata sa eleksiyon na si julius, everything! i really treasure each and every nice and sad memories with you people..
i remember some lines ph and i frequently exchanged:
ph: [saying something factual he remembered...]
vanir: [a moment of silence...] talaga? (sarcastically...)
ph: (mejo stunned...then babanat) oo..talaga..
vaNir: taLaga????
ph: oo..TALAGA...
vaNir: pano mo naman nasabi?
ph: talaga...
vanir:patunayan mo nga...hehe
and so the day continues...
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ac: si vanir kasi idol cueshe eh..
vanir: ha?feeling mo?baka ikaw?...
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boys: [singing a song of cueshe] lagi na lang umuulan...
vanir: waaah..kadiri..
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ph: ang taba taba ni vanir...
vanir: o?mataba ba talaga ako??
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nica: diba cean?pag nag-swimsuit si vanir hindi ka na titingin sa iba...
cean: ewan ko, mataba kasi tong si vanir eh...hehe
vanir: amp naman o.. [tampo...lipat upuan..]
em and the rest: [tawanan]
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here are some of the expressions mendel boys used at pinauso:
- amf or amp - "raphael doesn't like..." - mel: "hindi ako un.." - "si erol po..." - asa ka boi - asa - talkshit - happy birthday "name"
mendel...i really love you all...i will miss you so much! even though ung mga boys inaasar ako na avid fan daw ako ng cueshe, which is actually NOT true...and will never be, mahal ko pa rin kaung lahat! ;p walang kalimutan ha..sapakan na lang pag nangyari un...
oh..its 2:00 am..i'm still not tired or sleepy...anyway, i got to go...i have to do some projects...what the heck..
ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..
i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..
for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..
please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..
and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)
this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD
.lab ku.
tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow
.yak.
cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody
