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Sunday, September 03, 2006

so aun..we went down the bus pagkalagpas na nung bridge..or whatever you call it..so we still had to walk a bit far to reach the street where we could ride a jeepney towards moa. the sun was not shining, but it was raining, sankapa.. again, good thing luis brought an umbrella. whew.

after so much distance walking, we already rode a jeepney, then after a few minutes, we were already at moa. after a more walking, *drum rolls*...we already saw mendel! but i didn't expect to see that only few people came. just like what i used to do, here is list of those who came:

1. nica
2. jayv
3. philippe
4. margaux
5. nino
6. aby
7. vanir
8. luis
9. carlos miguel

by the time we got there, nica told me that they had already done some activities. they had finished skating and just finished eating a 1000 pesos worth of meal. (good thing we arrived late..haha..i don't want to spend so much money for food!) picture picture.. then we decided to go to timezone (wait..timezone nga ba un?nakalimutan ko na..) to play. hai.. its fun, because we were together again. but its tiring..

later, i became thirsty. so philippe and luis accompanied me outside to buy some refreshments. when we stepped outside timezone, we couldn't see a store which sells water. actually, there are some, but we were too shy to enter a certain store just to buy a bottle of water instead of buying their real product. but because of the killing thirst that i felt that time, we had no choice but to do it.

...its really nakakahiya, but we still managed to laugh when we went out the store.. =)

after playing, we went to kameraworld to get our pictures. when we got it, luis went home. and the rest of us went to kfc to eat. kwentuhan..tawanan.. really tiring but fulfilling. i miss mendel so much. too bad that there were only 8 mendels there and jayv. but still, its fun. i remembered a conversation with leo, i think last 25, that he wants to plan a reunion of mendel. he told me to talk about it with chad, and the rest of the boys.

exciting..haha

anyway, we went home around 6? or 7? we bade ourselves goodbye. as i was on my way to go home, in an fx bound to sta. ana, i realized something that really made me nervous: tomorrow there will be a play, and there's no one to accompany me!

i don't want it to happen again..

anyway, saturday ended, and i still don't know who to text to know if he/she could accompany me. sunday morning came, and just after some minutes after i woke up, realization that i still don't have someone to go to the play with hit me.

but still, i managed to find some way. i ended up going to st. paul with lawrence. when we arrived there, many mascians were already lined up. the play was supposed to start at 4 pm sharp, but because we are talking about Filipinos here, the staff of the play let us in the theater at already past 4.

even though there were some students who got inside the theater ahead of us (i'm talking about those who arrived later than us), we still managed to get the best seats (in my opinion) in the theater. we got the seats on the upper deck, at the very first row. too bad my glasses were broken at the time being, so i hadn't got the chance to really see the faces of the actors and actresses. the venue was really plush and clean. i wish masci was like that. oh well. libre mangarap. =)

Tsinoy was better than the other plays i have watched. maybe the venue contributed to my observation, but i could really say that it was good. although there were some parts that bored me, it was fun watching it.

i went home alone, again. i guess i have to get used to it. anyway, i am a melancholic person, and i think that the act goes with my personality.

anyway, monday was as tiring as the preceding two. it was research day. we attended no class. i arrived at school a little early that i got the chance to attend the flag ceremony. after the morning activity, we already prepared the necessary papers for us to go outside masci and conduct our research. (aia, julie, me, raphael, erick, and luis.) around past 7, we were ready to go. rode luis' car, then went first to mwss. then after our mission there, rode a jeep towards tandang sora. stopped over a 7 11 store. then rode a pedro-gil bound bus. ate our lunch at burger king. there, we saw ms. dyan correa, ms. villanueva, and sir bautista. afterwards, we went to alva-pedro gil branch, researched something about moringa seeds and bamboo, then off we went to bureau of plant industry at quirino avenue.

after the trip, we went back to masci. it was a little past 4 then, so we had no chance to attend computer science. we headed towards the mapeh room. after cleaning the room, the rest of the lawrence came, and almi informed me of the stupid summative test that i have not yet taken. and that's where it all started.

now, i have no problem anymore (as of now...). it was all done. it was solved.

the drama i did last wednesday was just to add some color to the story.. tsk

_aKu_

- MY LIFE STORY -

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD

.lab ku.

tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow

.yak.

cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody

.mga pwedeng puntahan.

puntahan
| maKi | pHiLLipe | raLph | kJ | carmigZ |
| leslie |

siTes
| the new trials of cardcaptor sakura and friends|
| my friendsTer acc0unt | his friendsTer acc0unt |
| quizzes | skin | fanfiction | masci f0rum |

yihee..magtag ka na! =)


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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near