So, the 43rd foundation day of Manila Science High School has come. And of course, bands also had their exhibitions awhile ago. But, just like my previous posts, I'm going to tell you first something that happened for the past few days.
We had our periodic exams last Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday. I have narrated to you the things that happened last Monday. Tuesday was as boring as usual. The tests are quite hard. At first, Mathematics was fine. But when the rest of the tests were given to us (TLE, Economics, and ComSci), I had a slight headache. Due to stupidity forgetting to read the directions of our TLE test, instead of underlining my answers, I wrote them before each item. Oops. 20+ items lost for me! During our economics test, i was so absorbed in answering our tests that I forgot to look at the board to see if there were any corrections. Unfortunately, there was one. With that, I already lost hmmm...I think 20 points too.. tsk the heck. Comsci was quite fine with me. but because of my depression with my performance with my previous tests, I had quite a hard time answering it. Haay buhay..
Anyway, that was what happened last Tuesday. We had our third day of exams last Wednesday. We took the remaining subjects left: Humanities, Advanced Chemistry, and MAPEH. We took AdChem first. I just took my medicine before the start of the exams, so during the test I was a little bit sleepy, which really affected my answering the test. It was so surprising, really. I finished answering AdChem while it was still 12:30. aww.. I wonder what will happen to that test. In the last part, my answer is Ibuprofen. Hai. I wonder if that's right. Humanities was a funny one. We weren't able to discuss so much during the second quarter because we were doing nothing else but to sing in some programs/contests. Too bad that Mr. Apejas was not the one who made the tests, so we really had no idea about folk dances, etc. no matter what I do, I can't answer anything. Mapeh was alright. That's all..haha
After taking the tests, somebody announced that the school choir will have no practice that day. But still, we were supposed to have our band practice again. I was having second thoughts if I were to go or not, because we, Nica and the others, had an agreement to eat at Cabalen and to try their eat-all-you-can treat. Besides, Ron and I also had our usapan to work on our project in Physics. After taking the tests, Ron, Dale, and I proceeded to Mr. Bangayan's room to continue our still-not-finished project in Physics. There, as usual, Ron made fun of my.... again. Just the usual teasing.. after leaving the Electronics room (without finishing the project...again.... >_<), we proceeded in front of the Main Building where we saw Mrs. Carlos talking to two choir members. Oops. That only means one thing: there really should be a choir practice. But oh well, people already left, because it was already past three in the afternoon. Maam carlos was disappointed with us, because we can't show our dedication and commitment to the choir. Anyway, because there were only few of us left in Masci, Mrs. Carlos had nothing else to do but to cancel the said practice.
That still leaves me hanging: should I go to our band's practice, or eat at Cabalen with Mendel? I chose the first one. Really, I became a little guilty with my decision, because they texted me if I will still go or not. And they also said that they need me. (no kidding.) anyway, I can't miss a day hanging around with Mendel, with the hectic schedule and all, besides of course the unlimited food that I can eat at Cabalen n_n.. when I arrived at Cabalen, they were about to finish eating, which made me guilty again, because feeling ko mejo paimportante pa ung dating ko..waiii >_< aion.. anyway, it was really fun. Yani, Bea, Nica, Kim, Charieaza, Aby, Nino, were there also. After eating, they accompanied me in the Department Store to buy a new pair of shoes. Good thing Yani lent me 70 pesos, thank you Yani! ^_^..
And that's what happened last Wednesday.
Yesterday, whoo at last exams are over! But still, yesterday was as tiring as always. For the whole day, we had nothing else to do but practice. If not the dance for the field demonstration, the choir practices for our intermission number. As the time passes by, I'm getting more and more depressed. I don't want to just do nothing for I tend to think of some things that will only make me cry. I also talked to Ralph yesterday and asked him a question which leads to our chat about my worries. Some people answer my questions by saying na wala na raw silang magagawa, eh un ung gusto nia eh. Magtataka sila. Tatanungin kung bakit. tapos aion..blah blah. Hai.. pagkahapon tuloy its as if I was drained of all my ATP. Inside the music room, I was just staring at nothing, thinking of so many things that I regret, and still regretting. Choir practice was not a help either. Instead of making myself preoccupied, the songs that we sang actually just contributed to my melancholic mood that time. One song is really ironic. It says "Tayo'y magsaya at magalak," but the melody of the song is slow and sad. Haha.
Around hmm..i think 2 [not sure..], the choir had a break because they said na practice muna ng field demo. While we were going downstairs, my eyes were starting to get blurred. By the time we reach the lobby of main building, tears again poured down my eyes. The heck. Nagiging iyakin na ata ako. Good thing that Philippe, CM, JayV, and Ayka were there. I can't stop myself from crying. But I had to because of the many people around us. After a few minutes, I invited CM, JayV and Philippe to go to the canteen. There, I cried everything. I actually looked stupid that time. Just within maybe 5 minutes or more, I was doing nothing but to cry with my head on the table, hiding my face from everyone. After crying, I promised Philippe to not cry anymore with that silly thing. I just hope that I will.. After my stupid moments in the canteen, we had to proceed to the quad, because without knowing it, JayV was supposed to dance na. so aion, of course I was not yet finished with my drama, may hangover pa. so aion, I looked stupid pa rin, hindi maipinta ang mukha. At the main building, Luis approached me, and as usual, talked about business. Banda. He asked me if I was okay. Oh yeah, obviously I'm fine. Don't worry about me. Why should you worry?
After more tiring practice and all, 5:00 pm ticked. But no, we're still not yet finished. Distribution of shirts and other props pa. more reminders from mam carlos, and of course, choir pa. argh. As usual, nauna na naman silang apat dun sa sm. Haii. That's why sometimes I'm having my second thoughts whether to go to practice..anyway ayoko nang magdrama. Aion, I went to Lazer after them and practice for one hour. After one hour, just outside Lazer, Timothy talked to me
"oi napapansin ko na ung mga mannerisms mo ah.."
Waiiiii.. hindi na ako gagalaw pag tumutugtog.! Haha.. nakakahiya. Mukha siguro akong tanga..hahahaha..hahahhaahhahaahaha
Tapos sabi pa ni luis kanina mukha raw cueshe...........>:( haha..argh
Anyway aion, as usual, i went home na naman mag-isa. Timothy's way is different from mine, and the three remaining were riding the LRT, leaving me behind, alone.....
So that's what happened yesterday...
I woke up today late, so of course, I also arrived at school late. Upon reaching the gate, I saw Camille late too. We thought that flag ceremony was already finished, so we thought that we missed the choir singing the National Anthem and the rest of the songs to be sang during flag ceremonies. That time, mass was just about to start. (but actually, we're wrong about the flag ceremony part. di pa pala nag-uumpisa un..hehe)
During the mass, oops I realized that I have a problem: I forgot my necklace and the sequins to be used for our costume! Waiii....i had to call home to ask my mom to deliver it at school early (for she will also be watching our field demo).. anyway, I was really panicking that time. I was still not starting to sew even just a single piece of sequin in the red cloth.. whatever you call that...
Anyway, after the mass, I was already rushing, for I thought that the program will start right away.. argh. Good thing Luis was unusually good to me this morning, and he accompanied me while waiting for my mother to arrive, and later, sewing the sequins too! Thank you Lubert!
Although he already helped me sewing, in vain, we didn't finish sewing the rest of the corners of the cloth. But its alright. Wala namang titingin sakin eh.. haha.. aion.. pinarinig na rin sakin ni Jarold ung hindi ko alam na part sa Ikaw Pa Rin.
Then Field demonstration started na. astig may confetti pa after ng presentation namen.. para talagang grand finale.. weeeee
So aion, (tagalog na muna..) after ng field demo, gala gala na mga tao... pero ako stay lang ako sa room. Inaantok pa ako tsaka napagod kakapanic.. mga Lawrence pakalat kalat. Sila dale naglaro naman ng yugi-oh cards sa classroom..adik talaga..haha..
Tapos kain kain kame nila dale luis at raph sa canteen tapos naghiwahiwalay na rin after kumaen.. tapos aion, iniwan na rin ako ni dale dahil makikipaglaban pa xa sa tournament sa yugi-oh ata un..whatever..hehe.. ako tulog na lang sa classroom..
Pagdating ng one punta ako ke nica, hingi ng advice sa susuotin.. aion.. tapos ikot ikot kaming dalawa.. nakita ko na nga pala si mike kaninang umaga..tapos nung magkasama kame ni nica nakita naman namin si em dumating na kasama si timothy. Whoo nafifeel ko na tuloy ang banda... tapos sa quad naman ang daming booth. Sa stage inaassemble na ung mga gagamitin para sa tugtugan..tapos may mga kumuha na rin ng alipin..si Mikhail nakaapat ata.. tapos may mga pinosas na rin...tapos may mga kinuhanan ng picture..pinakamatindi jail booth..parang naliligo lang ung mga tao. Si maton umuwi pa para lang magpalit ng damit. Pero ako tahimik lang, wala sa mood manggulo ng buhay..
Aion, basta ewan ko ba kung anong nangyari kakaikot namen ni nica napunta kame sa canteen at sa hindi ko malamang kadahilanan hanggang ngayon, biglang nawala sa paningin ko si nica at ako'y nawala na rin sa paningin ni nica..kinausap ko lang saglit si cean paglingon ko wala na si nica..haha..talaga naman o.. kaya aion, umutang na lang ako kai cean pambili ng pagkain kasi narealize ko nagugutom na pala ako..
Habang kumakain ako, umupo sa harap ko si em tapos sa tabi ko si cean..tapos aion kwentuhan..maya maya dumating si timo sabi umpisa na raw ng tugtugan..waaaah kumakain ako..haha umatake na naman ung kaba ko..feeling ko talaga kanina masusuka na ako..haha.. tapos aion..after kumain nagpasama lang ako sa kanilang dalawa sa room ng coper para kunin ko sa bag ko ung kendi na binigay ni luis kaninang umaga tapos diretso na kaming quad..
Sabi sakin ni tim pangalawa raw kami sa huling tutugtog.. ok lang..mabuti un, para mejo konti na lang ung tao..wahehe.. aion nasusuka pa rin ako..tsk kumain pa kasi.. sabi ni ac kain lang daw ako ng kendi pag nasusuka na talaga ako.. ang dami palang banda kaya naglakad lakad muna ako para marelax.. tapos aion..ilang oras na ang lumipas wala pa rin ung turn namen..hehe..dapat pala natulog muna ako..hehe joke lang.. and bait ni God..basta un ang bait bait talaga nia.. thank you!
Tapos aion, after so many years kami na..nakakahiya parang walang emosyon mga tao.. feeling ko tuloy hindi nila magugustuhan. Hehe.. sabi ko pag pumiyok ako, ititigil nilang lahat ung pagtugtog para kunwari may nasira sa sound system..wahehe..
So far maganda nman ang nangyare,, nakakatawa.. hindi nakakatuwa..hehe..after tugtugan xempre gala gala Mendel.. punta kame baywalk nila nica, ako, raphael, luis, em, mike, janica, aby, yani, gaux, mikhail, nino, bea, maton..picture picture. kain kain.. haha ansaya nung umpisa.. 7 up..tapos truth pag nagkamali ka.. haii. Tanong tanong sila.. ung iba mejo personal.. nahihiya nga ako pag ganon na ung mga tinatanong kaya quiet na lang ako.. nakikinig na lang.. buti na lang hindi ako nagkamali..hehe..
"crush lang naman eh.."
Masarap naman ung food..maganda sana ung lugar..kaso amf umulan pa.. malas talaga..haha.. one of a kind experience. Asteg talaga. Kumain kami na ung iba nakapayong..haha. si Mikhail sobrang paranoid. Tsunami raw..may suicide bombing..haha talo pa babae. Friday the 13th pa raw sabi ni mike.. haha si mike anfeeling. Niligtas daw buhay ko haha..para namang hindi ako marunong tumawid..hehe.. pero uu na lang ako..wahehehehe =)
Salamat mike sa pagligtas mo sa buhay ko! Hahahahahaha
Tapos aion, hindi naman kame umuwi nang luhaan in fairness..hehe..sabay kame umuwi ni mikh..buti nalang..kaso lang mejo mahirap sumakay..hehe si mikh talaga habulin..hahahahahaha
Aion..pagdating ko sa bahay bihis bihis blah blah...tapos eto type na sa pc..
Hahahaha di ko nakayanan nagtagalog na ako nang tuluyan...hehe.. sige.. pinilit ko lang tapusin tong post na to kase napakamemorable talaga.. feeling ko kase ung kanina na ung huli naming performance.. gagraduate na eh..ewan ko lang..sana hindi.. sana hindi..
_aKu_
- MY LIFE STORY -
ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..
i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..
for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..
please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..
and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)
this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD
.lab ku.
tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow
.yak.
cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody
