.my life.
Thursday, November 23, 2006
hmm..matalino ka talaga! nakakatuwa..wahehe...ang galing talaga! amazing whoo..haha..

hihi..alam ko namang mapagkakatiwalaan ka..nakakakaba ka naman..haha.. =)

hmmmmm.....wala akong nakitang filecase sa nat'l bookstore sa robinsons kanina..hmph..paper bag na nga lang tsaka refill ng g-tech..and of course ice cream!

gusto ko ng teddy bear..any sizes, pero mas favorable ung malaki..hahaha..hmm..gusto ko ng cds..kahit kanino..basta cd..ung bagong mapapakinggan..haha..hmm...gusto ko ng bagong libro...kahit ano basta maganda..mas ok kung ung "Boys will put you on a pedestal....blah blah" [forgot the whole title and who the author is..]..nawala kasi ni mama sa plane nung pumunta xa ng davao.. >_< hmm..gusto ko ng keychain, cake, bag, pillow, FILECASE...basta marami..ano ba yan..bat ko ba to sinusulat..wala lang kasi akong magawa.......

wala na sa phonebook ko...great! =)

nabasa ko ung blog ni yani...ang kyut nung latest post nia..napaisip tuloy ako..siguro ung mga nangyayari sakin ngaun, e kalokohan lang..i mean, ung totoong para talaga sakin ay nanjan lang somewhere out there, maybe hindi ko pa nakikilala..at ang mga nararamdaman ko ngaun e mga paepal na feelings lang..para matuto ako..siguro nakilala ko na xa, siguro hindi pa..mas maganda nga siguro na wag na munang isipin ang mga ganitong klase ng bagay..dahil darating at darating talaga sometime sa buhay natin ung totoo na..ung seryoso na..ung super compatible na talaga...and now is ABSOLUTELY not the time to meet/know him..siguro hindi ko pa xa kilala..siguro kilala ko na..kung kilala ko man, siguro.......

never mind..ang hirap iexplain...basta ang gagawin ko na lang...wala na..period...stop na..i have so many friends to think about..basta ganun...may nabasa ako..may gusto raw xang batukan kasi ang sobrang stupid daw kung sino man un..hmm...sino kaya un?hehe....nakakacurious.. =)

_aKu_

- MY LIFE STORY -

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD

.lab ku.

tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow

.yak.

cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody

.mga pwedeng puntahan.

puntahan
| maKi | pHiLLipe | raLph | kJ | carmigZ |
| leslie |

siTes
| the new trials of cardcaptor sakura and friends|
| my friendsTer acc0unt | his friendsTer acc0unt |
| quizzes | skin | fanfiction | masci f0rum |

yihee..magtag ka na! =)


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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near