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Sunday, November 12, 2006
second place! ang saya! 20,000 pesos men..whooo!

yesterday, i thought it would be a boring and at the same time, a day full of tension. we should be in school at exactly 9:00 am. i had to wake up early, just like during ordinary school days, if i don't want to be scolded.haha. i planned to wake up at 6am, but because of the stress the other day, woke up at already 7am.

the night before yesterday, as i was about to go to sleep, i was delighted that dale texted me good luck, for i thought that nobody would tell me that. i am really grateful to have dale as my close friend, for he knows all the hardships i am currently encountering at school. he's a person full of words of encouragement.. haha.. unlike

anyway, yesterday morning, as i have said, i woke up at 7am, prepared my bag and the rest of the things to be prepared.at 7:30am, luis texted me good luck too. whoo another reason to be confident in winning this contest. awhile later, cean texted me too. nice one =)

i left the house with my mom [she will go to meralco to pay our bill]. just as we were at osmena highway, the jeepney we were riding had a problem - it was like the engine is not working, or something like that. it lasted for about 3 sets of stoplights [if you know what i mean..] and its getting on my nerves for it was already past 8. i don't want to be late! my mother asked the driver if we could get our money back, but he just snapped at us that we should just wait.

after some minutes, the driver got back on his senses and realized his mistake. haha. we took our money and transferred to another jeepney. i arrived at school at 8:30.

i thought that there are already many people at school, but i was wrong. haha. i was the fourth person to come after karl, maki, and jayvee. to save time, mam carlos already worked on my hair.

then ron came. haha. as always, i told him my insights and the things that made me happ. he said that i was crazy, but oh well.he will never understand. he's already happy to understand anything. =)

the rest of the choir members came one by one, and make-up thingy came next. i am not accustomed to wearing make up, so i was bothered when i had it on. i really hate wearing heavy make-up.

so go go go na sa eac! it was really shameful [haha] to walk alongside taft avenue with make-up and costume. argh. good thing that it lasted for quite some time only.

when we came to eac's main auditorium, my sister was already there. we took our seats, we prayed, we practiced, we observed other people, we acted like a refined student [whoa], we realized that we'll be the 8th to perform, we received booklets of some sort.. [whatever].. and the contest began.

after our performance was break time. as we went down the stage, students along the aisle asked what our school was and of course we're proud to say "maSci". oops..Manila Science High School, i mean. then of course after the break the other schools performed.

so that's what happened. we bagged the second prize, taking with us 20,000 pesos. this is a very unforgettable experience! =)

- MY LIFE STORY -

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD

.lab ku.

tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow

.yak.

cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody

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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near