"whoever he is, he doesn't know what he is missing.." -ceLiz Embuscado
thank you celiz for your words of endearment..and please don't tell yourself you've committed a very bad thing against me..batukan kita jan e..haha! =)
no classes today, for its the opening of the "palarong maynila" at rizal memorial [not sure of the place.] but anyway, other years were obliged to go to school for a session of mtap was held..i miss those mtap sessions..i used to be bored with those classes, but now, i miss them..how ironic!
last night, i told dale that i already know the whole truth..haha..then he called me and asked everything..he told me to not cry..of course i will never cry! [i just hope that its easy to do..]
i wish everything was back way before everything started. i was okay then. but why?
last night, i had trouble sleeping..thinking of things..i was on the verge of crying.. [joke! =)] so i woke up at hmm..around 8 am, i think..i had a very bad dream..it was like somebody's chasing after me [the setting was in a church, mind you!]..we were like jerks..i was running, hiding from this certain man [just inside the church, a little funny, ne?] but still, he keeps on running after me..its seems that at first, he was chasing after all girls..but suddenly,i was the only girl left to be chased. other people in the church were just sitting there, not minding me, or the man chasing me..its a little freaky. up to now, i can't figure out who this man is..in my dream, i think he was a man working for the church..a bishop, or something..its really freaky...
when i woke up, it seems that it was all real..my body was aching all over, and i had a slight headache..this afternoon, another freaky thing happened to me..dale and i were talking on the phone...in the midst of our conversation i suddenly sang a song..and you know what? somebody suddenly said..
"ang ganda naman ng boses mo..sige, kanta ka pa.."
at first i thought dale was playing a joke on me..i thought that while i was singing, he gave his receiver to somebody in their house and the person who talked was his brother/father/somebody else IN their house..as i heard the voice, i suddenly stopped singing..*silence*then i asked dale..
"ui sino un??"
dale answered that he doesn't know..i thought he was playing a joke, so i remained silent, not knowing how to react..all the while i thought dale was really joking me..the voice came again..
"ui anong nangyari?kanta ka pa.."
it's really freaky..then i heard continuous beeping..[you know what i mean..].......dale put down his receiver...after a couple of seconds, i put mine down too..then dale called again..this time, i realized that dale was not playing a joke or anything..he really doesn't know..he put his receiver down so that we'll never hear the voice again..
actually, after some time thinking, i realize that it could be not freaky...i think our phone line was just being tapped/entagled..or whatever you call that..to a certain other line in our condominium...but somehow, its kind of creepy...and i'm not sure of that entagled thing..
whoo..i found a new sister! =)
_aKu_
- MY LIFE STORY -
ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..
i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..
for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..
please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..
and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)
this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD
.lab ku.
tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow
.yak.
cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody
