.my life.
Sunday, December 17, 2006
can't wait for march to come..somebody told me that to make things easier, it would be better if two people part ways..i guess he's right..

"si kuya, pinipilit ang sarili niang maniwala sa hindi totoo..si ate umaasa"

i don't know what to type here. honestly..forgive me for this senseless post..i just don't feel like posting something about the "concert." The only thing that i could say is that nica, ralph, celiz, nino, jayv, and luis watched it. many people bought tickets but only a few came..was that a bad sign?i guess so..sabi nga ni ate lai, its nakakatampo that few people came, hindi tuloy nakakainspire magperform..she's right..at least if many people came to watch, maybe we'll have the spirit to give our best, in spite of the boiling heads most of our members had before it started..during the performance, i have no glasses, so i couldn't see the audience. but when we came down the stage while singing one of our songs, i could feel that my friends were near my spot, but i still couldn't see them clearly...the heck..at least they were there, together with my mom and dana..thank you for your support! although you had been naughty last night... =)

bakit nga ba senti tau ngaun?nakakaasar kasi..

buntung hininga..
hindi makatulog..
nahihiya..
close kasi kami ni celiz..
hindi alam kung anong gagawin..
part ways..
march..
"hindi ah...wala un.."
"kahit last year?"
"hindi noh..kahit last year.."
baguio
necklace
america..
part ways..
celphone.
email.
college
march
"kelan birthday mo?"
"march5."
"teka, ako ba ung tinatanong mo?"
"haha.nauna pang sagutin ung tanong bago magtaka..uu ikaw!"
"kailangan ba sa contest?bakit, malas ba ang march5?"
"mai nagtatanong lang! haha i'll leave you hanging..isipin mo na lang na isang 'loyal fan' ang nagtatanong..haha!"
kendi lang ulit yun..
nothing special.
ASA
"maganda ba?"
"sobra."
AMERICA..

_aKu_

- MY LIFE STORY -

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD

.lab ku.

tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow

.yak.

cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody

.mga pwedeng puntahan.

puntahan
| maKi | pHiLLipe | raLph | kJ | carmigZ |
| leslie |

siTes
| the new trials of cardcaptor sakura and friends|
| my friendsTer acc0unt | his friendsTer acc0unt |
| quizzes | skin | fanfiction | masci f0rum |

yihee..magtag ka na! =)


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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near