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Monday, December 25, 2006
okay..let's make this a little brief..got a little time to post here..when was the last time?ok, december 17..so lets start with

december 18:
school.. attended classes hmm lets see..till math period i think..then practice practice super practice..elimination rounds for baywalk contest was to start at 5pm..had make-up on..i hate make-up..its artificial, sabi nga ni alyssa...anyway..i was appalled with the support mascians showed there, especially lawrence..touching..whoo..and of course the people who texted me good luck or God bless...i was with celiz the whole time..there were 17 contestants and we were the 8th to perform..after all the contestants sang, the judges of course computed for the final scores..during the interval, students performed on stage, on the spot..the heck, its really annoying..got hungry...so celiz and i went to chowking and bought chao fan..when we came back, it was already finished and people are going to different directions to go home..when we asked mam sabalsa what the results were, she told us.. "tinatanong pa ba yan?edi xempre rank1 tau.." i had a little worried feeling for its already past 10pm and i had no one to accompany me in my journey going home..celiz was worried too but of course i had to be brave..nothing will happen to me anyway.. =)

december 19;
we were allowed to go to school at 10 am, due to the late contest the previous day..so i arrived at school around 10:30..celiz wasn't able to go to school, because her brother hmm..let's say he "shared" his blessings to her..so they were both home..i attended math period until english then practice again..i was not in the mood and i was annoyed because the people in the auditorium were just relaxing and sleeping when in fact, they should be practicing na..anyway, what can i do?i have no authority and i couldn't blame them for i admit, its really tiring..the hard work and all..so practice practice practice again..then went home..

december 20:
was this day special?maybe it should be, if things were not....whatever..anyway..hmm..i can't remember anything..wait..i remember..whole day practice..but still i attended my tle class..took a stupid test wherein i wasn't prepared..oh no..bagsakan na.. >_< then practice practice practice..sopranos were a mess, according to maam..in the jingle bells calypso..i wasn't really in the mood to give everything..oh, and by the way, celiz was at school already! this time, i had colds as well..so we both have sipon na..*cough* *cough* *sneeeeze* practiced rizal...costumes on..the NCR people were there again, of course to criticize our work..then maam carlos told me to sing the nanay part...then boom i was the nanay na..arg..i love acting but acting hates me..i'm not good in acting..mukha ba akong nanay?! after practice, i was in a panic to buy my exchange gift for the next day..takas muna sa audi to go to dale to ask advice kasi 6pm na rin un..sabi nia anything daw..perfume blah blah..thanks for the help, anyway..good thing erick was there..so i had the idea to buy pillow..thanks too, erick! =) went to rob together with ron and nathaniel [thanks too guys!]..bought the pillow..ate at kfc..saw a lot of mascians..my sister texted me to buy something for her baby..so ron accompanied me at mercury while nathaniel went to la salle, i don't know why..hmm..talking moments with ron..shared secrets..and of course, as usual, he's a very good secret-keeper..and he really doesn't answer all my questions..went home around 8:30, i guess..

december 21
woke up late, went to school late..and its nakakahiya kasi i brought no gifts, except of course for VERY FEW PEOPLE...panic mode..i still have to buy drinks [toka toka..] so aion..then nagpabili ng water sa mercury drug..the heck..nabutasan din ako in fairness..pero its okay..di na ako maniningil..christmas party time! newspaper dance with dale..nice pair haha..pero patalo na lang kami agad kasi i wasn't in the mood..received many gifts..its funny because philippe's and rachelle's gifts were the same..as in super identical! tas with matching sulat pa..nakakaiyak in fairness..naiyak talaga ako..tas pagbalik sa classroom kunwari walang nangyari..wahehe pahid pahid luha.. T_T borrowed an umbrella for it was raining..then i was really about to go home na because i had no money..but nica insisted and she told me that she'll answer my transpo..so i had nothing else to do but to go..nakakahiya sa lawrence.nakita pa naman nila ako sa moa..pero wala na kasi talaga akong pera e.! sori talaga..went home late..nakakapagod..then today was the first day of our hanapbuhay..i had to go home early so that we'll be able to sing in many houses..collected 684 pesos only..for we started late already [8:30 pm.]..slept super late..

december 22
woke up with allergies..maybe due to the stress and pressure i was having..texted ron to tell maam that i will be late..prepared myself in spite of the uncomfortable feeling..arrived at school around almost 11 i think..practice practice...first day to be the nanay..arg nakakahiya sa NCR..i'm really not good in acting..if i wud only dub the character's singing voice, its fine..but to act on-stage?! oh no no no...then had our break at 12:30..went to rob with karl and miguel to buy a battery..there we saw ralph..after buying my celphone batt, we accompanied ralph at bead shop..then around 1:20 ate at chowking..we were rushing so much for call time was at 1:30..celiz wasn't able to go because she's still sick..arg its all luis' fault..haha joke..anyway..came back at 1:45..o diba we're superheroes na..then bihis bihis na..make-up again..arg..then went to baywalk for the final competition..this time, my mother, ate vita, ate vanessa, resty, dana, vincent and carl watched na, so i had no problem going home..of course we won first place..whoo!

december 23
let's skip this one first..

december 24
kanina to in fairness..woke up so early..i don't know why..maybe its because of the excitement of the realization..anyway...nothing much happened today..third day of our hanapbuhay..we earned 1,362.25 pesos..tha's a lotta money i know..so to sum all of our earnings, we got 3k+ and we received 1,077 pesos each.. $_$ haha.. =) we were really rushing..finished doing our jobs at 8pm [so early! we could've earned a lot more if it weren't for our church choir! >_<] ate a very quick lunch [maybe 5 spoons of rice only..] then changed clothes..i had to wear that high heels again the heck! arrived at PDC a little past 9..the mass was not boring as usual..we even watched a VTR about Sto.Nino de Pandacan, PDC's patron saint..then our choir sang in front of the people..we sang one of our songs last concert [that's why i had to wear that heels again, i realized..kakanta pala kami so dapat talaga suot ung isa sa mga costumes namin!] Pasko sa Langit Medley..i just hoped that the audience loved it..anyway it ended at 10:30..oh no we still had to go to Paco Park..para naman sa SBM choir..late na kami!woot! >_< took a taxi then rushed there..at Paco Park, they were already singing "Santo, santo, santo..." whooooooooo we're late! and there were so many people that we were like walking in an obstacle course..especially inside the very small chapel..siksikan! anyway, it ended at 11..after the mass, we had our meeting for SBM's christmas party on 29..naku..hindi rin pala ako makakasama..sayang! ung xchange gifts pa naman dun siguradong bongga dahil halos lahat ng members e mai trabaho na..argh sayang talaga! curse you rizal! whoo joke!

and today's december 25..merry christmas people! gotta go to bed..i'm sleepy! =)

_aKu_

- MY LIFE STORY -

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD

.lab ku.

tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow

.yak.

cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody

.mga pwedeng puntahan.

puntahan
| maKi | pHiLLipe | raLph | kJ | carmigZ |
| leslie |

siTes
| the new trials of cardcaptor sakura and friends|
| my friendsTer acc0unt | his friendsTer acc0unt |
| quizzes | skin | fanfiction | masci f0rum |

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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near