mai idadagdag lang ako..bago ako umalis dito sa shop..hehe

sometimes she asks herself..ano ba talaga?totoo ba to?pano kung panakip-butas lang pala ako?dati rin kasi naririnig kong hindi pa xa nakakamove on..kaya nga rin ako nagdadalawang isip..kaya pinipigilan ko dati..ewan ko..dapat maging matalino na ako ngaun..hindi ako dapat magpadalus-dalos..ayokong magsisi..bakit ganun..?pano ko malalaman?ang selfish ko naman kng hindi ko iintindihin un..napakabigat sa damdamin..hehe..lalim..pero seriously..nalulungkot talaga ako pag napapaisip ako..kailangan kong malaman ang totoo...totoo na kaya to?o another dream that will be wasted?sana hindi..sana xa na nga...college na..maghihiwalay na kami..time will test us..sana xa na talaga..ayoko nang magkamali..

like hell! naputulan kami ng phone at ngayon lang ako sinipag mag-internet shop para lang mag-update..ang dami..as in SUPER DAMING nangyari since i last posted here..its kind of hard to narrate it, so i'll do it in a "new" form..

1. results for UPCAT, ACET, DLSU-uhh..test.. are out..fortunately, i passed all of em.. UP - BS Biology (manila), ACET - BS Biology, and DLSU - Human Biology...hindi naman maxadong maka-bio e noh? e wala e..wala namang ibang magandang pre-med na pdeng kunin..hehe..
2. though i have been blessed with the results of the tests i took from different universities, i could sense that the opposite thing will happen with regards to my academic performance. i have, (or should i say, the choir has..)been busy practicing for so many contests that we weren't able to attend most of the classes during the third quarter..so..welcome to my life low grades! (i'm expecting to flunk most of my grades..)
3. I AM HAPPY
4. i just hope that you are happy too..
5. i'm slowly moving on...though i still have doubts..the heck with these doubts..time will prove everything..i'm ready..
6. third quarter tests are over...start of the fourth quarter..everything is going way TOO FAST..looking forward for march to come is now half-half for me.. i want march to come because i know that things(by that i mean requirements..)are over..but it also means that graduation is nearing...bea gave us a cd of the things that happened during mendel times and i missed them a lot..its sad, really..
7. hmm..what else?i have been busy these days..and i miss her a lot..too bad that she can't attend the practices after classes..but i can't blame her..its really hard, knowing that she lives too far from masci..
8. my sister just left to japan to work as an engineer..nakakainggit! >_< (malapit na akong mag-16..yak tumatanda na ako...)
10. malapit nang magprom..pero wala pa rin akong damit..haha..pero ok lang..hindi ko naman inaabangan ang prom e..grad ball na lang..kung pwede nga lang magpantalon sa prom e..
11. math camp sa friday..hindi ako pupunta, wud you believe it?! haha..nakakatamad na e..besides, wala akong pera..pambili nga ng damit wala ako sasali pa ba ako jan sa mga camp camp na yan?...hai naku..
12. nag-intrams sa skul..dancing lang sinalihan ko..pero luckily nanalo naman..kahit nakakapagod..
13. nag-NCAE nga rin pala..ewan ko..prang joke time lang ung test...

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naku..he's gonna ask her how to be a blogger..gaaawd sana hindi nia to makita! hahahaha ung natitirang dignidad sakin mawawala na..

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parang maxado nang nakakapagod ang buhay ko ngaun..kaliwa't kanang practice...kahit saturday sunday meron...i think of giving up PDC..mejo nakakapagod na rin kasi e..pero i'll still think about it..hai..its hard to have commitment if your not ready, ne?

_aKu_

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD


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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near