exams are here to haunt my life again. they just haunted my life a few weeks ago and now, they're here again. great. just as i thought college life will be a little "loose," the things happening right now are not what i had predicted it would be. believe me, college life, or rather, biology life is really a headache. you have to stay up late at night (not that im complaining. 4 years in masci made me used to it..) its just..i really didn't expect anything like this.
oh well, i guess not all things that you expect will actually happen. the hell..it's irritating to realize that up to now i haven't learned my lesson..
math17..math17..please spare me.. XD
the results of the second exams have been announced. and i guess it didn't made me completely happy. some of the exams' results are acceptable..tolerable..but there is one subject that i am not happy at all..
grabe. 40.5 lang ako sa biology!
and it is my major subject! haha. i'm really starting to realize that biology is not for me..well, botany particularly. i'm ashamed to say that i hate botany, while my mother loves plants. yes, i am amazed on how they grow, on how they develop. i'm just not interested on learning what's beneath the green color of their leaves, the hardness of their trunk..i, simply put, hate it..
these days, i have not been eating well. i tend to eat right meals only whenever i like, and during the times that i don't want to eat, i tend to consume foods that are not nutritious. wala lang..namention ko lang..bwahaha..anyway, i just want to change that.
i mean..you know..i guess i had been used to having somebody beside me to remind me of how i should eat..
hmm..my mother just turned 63 last wednesday..God bless her and may she have more birthdays to come..oh how i love my mother..belated happy birthday! ^__^
it's weird..taking advice from someone younger than me..
_aKu_
- MY LIFE STORY -
ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..
i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..
for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..
please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..
and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)
this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD
.lab ku.
tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow
.yak.
cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody
