just going to share some photos..^__^

The dog loves me!

haggard-looking..but still, the dog likes me! XD

I don't care about the others, the dog still loves me! haha =P

or NOT..haha XD

at least a dog still likes me..

_aKu_

she was confined to the hospital, but nobody ever visited her. she was alone and lonely. even the very person she expected to visit her never came. how cruel was that? just a little bit crueler than what has been happening to these past few years. she can't figure out why, of all people, she was the one who has to undergo this what, life's cruelty?

she doesn't know what to expect..well, who does? the only thing that she can do is to stop looking forward to anything. expect the unexpected. it is not pessimism, it's just playing safe. she ain't gonna be hurt anymore. but these are just words easier said than done. she has been saying these words many times but she never learns. when will she learn? that remains unknown.

she changed a lot. many people are saying that. has she really changed? was she the only one who changed? who doesn't change? nobody understands her. she got nothing. she doesn't speak, she ain't sayin nothing. all she wants is a new start. but from where? nobody really knows anything about what she felt, what she feels. words are not enough. words are never enough. if only she knew how to explain her feelings, maybe even a person..no..that'll never happen..

she's tired of making her life miserable. she's getting tired of living. but she still needs to go on..life is short, yes..life is short..she can wait..short is short. december is coming soon, and she expects it to be the saddest christmas to happen in her entire life. saddest, and not the last saddest christmas to come. no..she just needs peace and quiet. she just needs nothing.

salvation..

tranquility

time..time is something we can never control.

-Welcome to my Fantasy World by Anonymous

_aKu_

final fantasy..FINAL fantasy..final..

they've been away from each other for so long..and yet..the love never faded..how true is that? i don't know..

maybe true love is not true after all..

_aKu_

bye bye links..*sniff* ='c

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD


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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near