.my life.
Monday, January 28, 2008
it's a little bit unfair for those who still come to visit my blog that i don't post anything anymore..especially for those who are giving me hugs..haha..again, thank you so much! i would really appreciate it if you would leave a message in my tagboard so that i would acknowledge you better.haha.whoever you are.

anyways, a lot of things have happened, but to sum everything up, my college life is simply HELL with a tinge of happiness, but not contentment. of course there are still a lot of things that make me pissed off, joyous, irritated, and a lot of other emotions. everything. im still a human, thank goodness..

i miss a lot of people, especially my friends whom i cannot see often because of distance and schedule. i miss luis, nica, maton, nino, desiree, yani, mendel peeps, dale, michaelle, ron..well, i can't say that i miss some other people studying in upm, for there are times that i could see them every now and then.

i thank God for giving me new friends, and i could say that im getting the hang of college life.well, a little bit.haha

i just hope that those who i miss also miss me. hahaha. so there! after how many months of not posting anything, here you go! honestly, i don't have any more plans on posting anything here. even on my multiply, nor on my friendster. i just don't feel like doing it. but since there are still people who visit this ever-bitter blog of mine, i opt to update this, though not that often. di ko pala matitiis.hehehe..so thank you guy/s! whoever you are.hahaha.

_aKu_

- MY LIFE STORY -

ako si mani..bakit mani? kasi masarap ako! haha (what the hell does that mean?) anyway, you found me, that's what's important..sabi sau e..hindi ako mahirap hanapin ^_^ thanks for bothering looking for me..even though i'm a mere nut only..thank you! i really appreciate your effort..

i want to be revitalized..i want to start anew..i'm getting tired of doing things that will seem to have no good outcome..i want to take back my pride, my dignity..

for those who have been hurt because of me, my actions, and my big mouth, i am very sorry..i know my faults, and i really want to make up for the mistakes that i have done..i have done my best and exerted a lot of effort..but to no avail. i have done my part and i think it is time to give myself a break..

please don't get me wrong..i am still here and is patiently waiting..but i guess i just have to let things be carried by the wind..i realized that sometimes, i really will not be able to control things..

and for those FEW people who could understand me and is always there beside me, thank you. i really thank you for being very patient to me..i just hope that you will never leave and will always be my friends.. =)

this is mani..and i hope you'll enjoy my new boring blog..haha XD

.lab ku.

tubig
sunlight
minerals
God
luis ^_^
green and yellow

.yak.

cockroaches
traffic jams
back stabbers
people pretending to be a somebody

.mga pwedeng puntahan.

puntahan
| maKi | pHiLLipe | raLph | kJ | carmigZ |
| leslie |

siTes
| the new trials of cardcaptor sakura and friends|
| my friendsTer acc0unt | his friendsTer acc0unt |
| quizzes | skin | fanfiction | masci f0rum |

yihee..magtag ka na! =)


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MISS YOU

everyday and every night
this feeling i'd fight
try as i might but i won't win
i surrender, i'd die
you are winning here alright

every morning when the sun
would shine on me
i'd flash a smile but deep inside
i feel so sad and lonely
I NEED YOU HERE AND NOW

i miss you
it's crazy to pretend that
i don't think of you
the more this feeling
just seems to grow and grow

i miss you
oh how much longer can i hold on to?
maybe you can come and tell me
that you miss me too =)

miss you..

all i want is for this love
to last forever
you walked away, never came back
oh i tried to recover
i can't bear it boy alright

when i hear a song
that we had used to share
i try as might to hide the tears
and when the pain is over
i wish that you are near